new look

I was getting pretty sick of my blog look and format.  I had a bunch of different ideas for it but for now.. i just enabled one of the new dynamic views built into blogger.  when they first came out with these they were cool but not polished enough for me to want to switch to one.  however trying it out again tonight i can see that they are vastly improved.  i really like it.  so for now or until i get very ambitious... im going to keep it.  and here is a photo to make this all text post,.. hopefully less boring.


Worldly Possessions

I bumped into this article last night.  I was instantly fascinated by it.  I am constantly thinking about this kind of stuff lately.  I think about all the stuff we own and how it really owns us instead. 
These people are in their 20's, from Sweden and this is literally everything they own.  How did you compare at that age?  I remember living in student housing and moving around a lot.  I had a rule I tried to live by, with each move I would attempt to get rid of half my possessions.  I didn't always succeed but I was able to downsize my life pretty well.  There was a period of time where my entire life's possessions (including high school souvenirs and baby books) could all fit into my vehicle.  That was glorious. 

At some point in time I decided to adopt a "less is more" philosophy and its been with me ever since.  I think my idea of perfection would be to live in a self sustaining beach hut.  I would own a couple comfy shirts, couple swimsuits, camera, laptop and maybe a small catamaran. 
And lately I think it's even gone beyond just the idea that less stuff in your life is simple and happier.  I have begun to think about our garbage output.  Honestly I am inwardly consumed by the idea of how much trash we produce on a daily basis.  I once read about a family who decided they wanted to live off the grid.  They built their home from recycled stuff they scavenged and found.  Their water came from rain collected on the roof.  I think they might have had wind and solar for power.  Water was a big deal to them.  Think about how much water you use every day.  Shower, washing hands, dishes, clothes, gardening, drinking, food preparation?  They didnt have much water so they had to cut a lot of corners.  But the thing that left the biggest impression on me was they managed to live in such a way that they produced zero waste.  NO GARBAGE of any kind.  That is marvel to me.  They took their own bags to grocery stores.  They didnt buy anything that would end up in the trash.  Think about that!  It is on my mind every day.  Now I have begun to feel sick every time I have to throw something away.  Our entire culture needs to change.  I used to think that the earth could handle any disaster we humans could conjure.  But I don't believe that any more.  I believe we are destroying ourselves with our bad habits, and in the process we are destroying the earth.  And that only makes our own situation worse. 


nice quote

“Find what you love and let it kill you.”
-Charles Bukowski


Dear Apple...

I really friggin hate you right now...

this is by far the most complicated password i have ever had to make.  so complicated that i cant even figure out how to make an acceptable password!  i hate you.  so much.  this is a password i will use more than any other password because of how much i update apps or download new apps on my phone.  which by the way is also ridiculous that i have to do.. every. time.  

thank you for forcing me to type in some devil only knows password